Unearthed - Wallpaper Story I carried the weight of your pain for far too long Pregnant with the disease of your abuse Nearly buried full of the dirt you left behind But fool that you are And the many times you underestimated me Only made me that much stronger, smarter And best of all spiritually powerful And when Lady Karma came knocking on your door You became an even bigger fool How easy it was to lock you up and throw away the key Your arrogance your only friend and enemy

Trapped Energy - Wallpaper Story Trapped energy weaves and wraps itself around my bones Pulling tighter and tighter it dances into knots It curls and furls and coils even tighter My deep breath turns shallow and then - a loud moan What is the purpose of this pain? What does it wish to tell me and why Dear God, so loudly? Twitches and spasms, my spine is on fire It aches and it bends unable to carry the weight Of all this inflamed trapped energy How do I release that which is

An Episode of Pain - Wallpaper Story The grief that grips my body The pain that refuses to let go The sadness at what could have been The anger at what’s not The broken heart that still needs mending The sad soul that has oh so many questions unanswered That dear depression that pushes in Slowly at first And then whoosh The shock and trauma still heavy and hot And the tears that pour And the pain that will not let go… Breathe body - begone pain, I beg of you Leave me to be

Chronic Pain - Wallpaper Story And then there are those days, Where I have no choice but to surrender and say: “you won today pain” I shall do nothing but stay in bed and sleep. At least in my dreams you are far far away. And when I awake again the nightmare that is you shall sadly remain.

Migraine - Wallpaper Story Give me darkness Give me peace Take this treacherous pain This beast That feasts on my brain And won’t let me sleep Free my soul From its thorny chains This fucking migraine Will I ever be free of this pain?